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March 11, 2015

Well, dear Family, this is a message full of surprises - certainly surprises to me...tonight as I was in worship, things started out as they usually do, I was dancing with the Lord. And I noticed I had on a black dress - an evening gown, a black evening gown with sequins that reflected light. He also was wearing black. We were dancing in kind of a formal ball setting. I was really questioning why I was wearing black, as that is a sign of mourning, yet we were dancing. I was a little confused on that. So I began:

"Lord, I don't understand why I am wearing a black sequined evening gown and yet dancing so gracefully with You as if we were at a ball or celebration of some kind."

"Because the whole world shall mourn and you shall mourn with them, but have deep inner joy, which the world cannot take away from you.

"We will dance through the times to come, as My judgment falls upon this nation and the world. We will behold it with one eye, while beholding Heaven with the other.

"As things come to a close here in America and around the globe, you will draw closer and closer to your Heavenly homeland.

"I know, Clare, you sense in your spirit that time is short - and indeed it is, My Love. Soon, I will be taking you away with Me forever and ever and ever. I will lavish on you all My gifts of Love and we will live happily ever after."

And I thought to myself, 'In THIS world, NOBODY lives happily ever after...'

"Oh, Lord - that is so precious and exciting and my inner man trembles in hopes that it truly is You and truly this will come to pass soon."

"What have I told you about doubting? And trusting?"

"I guess I have no experience to compare it with, to hold on to... it is so far away from my reality. It's almost too good to be true."

He smiled, "Yes, My Love, I know well how you feel... but it is true, Clare, just as surely as I AM. It is true. And I know it's beyond what you can imagine - and that delights Me even more because I love to see you surprised and overwhelmed with My loving provision for you."

"So, the world will mourn but we will have one eye in Heaven and one on Earth?"

"That's right."

"Lord, how can I be happy knowing what mankind is suffering on this Earth and how You suffer with them? I really question this, as well as..."

"...Coming back to help?"

"YES! I mean, there's so many rumors about us being trained and coming back to help during the Tribulation."

"You are going to enter into My Rest - you have labored and now you are going to rest. I have not called My Bride to be any part of this judgment that is coming. I am not removing you so you can watch from Heaven and suffer. Is that clear?"

"Oh."

"Well, I'm not. Your job is done here until I return. I will come to you for comfort, but I will not expose you to the horrors of Earth. I cannot and I will not."

"Lord, can I question Your wisdom on this?"

"Why not, you always do! Why should today be different from another day, hmmm?"

"Well, this is no laughing matter but you are making me laugh."

"We can have fun together sometimes, even when it is hard and heart wrenching for us both.

"In My Divine plan, I have limits to what each one must undergo. I have purposes and I have limits. My love, do not question. Just accept. Just receive the gift of freedom from the alienation and troubles of this world."

"Lord, my gut feels funny."

"That's Unbelief, Clare."

So, I rebuked it. And strangely...it went away.

"My Love, many think it's heroic virtue to come back and be present for the chastisement. They don't know what they are talking about. My angels have been prepared for what is to come, they alone will be a part of what is to happen."

"But what about our prayers from Heaven when we see You praying...surely we will pray, too? Our children! How can we not respond to that?"

"There will be times when you will pray for them, but your knowledge will be so far above what it is now, that even then, what you pray will be for their best. No longer will you be dramatically tied into them, rather you will see them as I see them - as a part of humanity that must be purified from sin. It will not lessen your affection but it will change your perspective to one of seeing from Heaven."

"So, I won't be pulled into an emotional whirlwind, like I am when they go through dramas now?"

"Exactly. You will love them...from a distance and yet, as their mother. It will all make sense to you then, My Love. It truly will."

"So, we will not be returning during the Tribulation or get to see all the things going on here on the Earth?"

"No. You will not. You will touch in from time to time, to give them courage but you will not be a part of the drama...rather more like an apparition that speaks encouragement, but not engaged in the painful realities.

"You see, your reality is going to be so much more different. In a sense, it will be impossible for you to get emotionally involved on the same level you are on now, in your body, on Earth. Your whole world and reality will be so different.

"I know it is hard for you to grasp this concept...although I do see a little light breaking through."

He smiled. "You see, things are so different in Heaven, even now you cannot compute how you will react or see Earth from Heaven. It is the true reality. What you are in now is only a mist. When you've been distanced from it... well, there's just no way for Me to explain it, you have to experience it, My Love. But, you can take My word for it. Will you?"

"Well, I do have a peace about it now that I rebuked that unbelief. I have a deep peace, Jesus, that You are speaking the truth to me, and that it shall be as You have said."

"Moving on. There are many who will be disappointed that they cannot come back and be a part of the drama. To you I say: Please, take My word for it, you would only get in the way. You would suffer what was intended for the reprobate. You have proven your love for Me and I will not have you go through these things with those who have shown scorn and contempt for Me.

"However, you will get your chance when we return together. Then you will have your assignments and all will be new, full of expectations and opportunities for you to use your gifts. Oh, the plans I have for you, My Bride - they are so exciting! So wonderful! And you will be fully equipped to do all that is in your heart that you have longed to do.

"Yes, you will be perfectly equipped. Your music will flourish, your playing will be nothing less than perfection, and the anointing will bring hearts to Me, to heal and restore. You see, that is what you are all expecting - you're just getting ahead of Me by thinking it will be during the chastisement.

"You will all have the opportunity to do everything that is in your heart and so, so much more that I have planned for you. No longer will you labor and see no results because of the hardness of hearts. No, hearts will be wide open to receive all that you have to give.

"Oh, REJOICE MY BRIDES!! Rejoice! Great is your reward, and great shall be your assignments. Rejoice! Look forward to this. Yes indeed, you will dance in the black dress, one eye on Heaven and one on the Earth, but your reality shall be in My Arms, not in sackcloth and ashes.

"Well, are you satisfied now, My Love?"

"Oh, yes Lord, I believe I am. I believe in You, Jesus. You speak only the truth and I have come to understand that You truly are preparing us for what is to occur very quickly."

"Thank you My Love, thank you for receiving. My heart leaps for joy that finally you have settled this question in your heart, and you truly have heard the voice of your Shepherd.

"And I have told you I will never cease to work in you to bring you into the reality of My faithful voice. It is I who will do these things, and all that I need from you is what you just gave Me.

"Thank you My Love, thank you ever so much for believing in Me. I adore you, Clare, and I have spoken My words through you and I will continue to speak them until the day you come Home with Me."

Maranatha Lord!!! Come quickly!